{"id":823,"date":"2021-08-15T00:25:44","date_gmt":"2021-08-15T05:25:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/?p=823"},"modified":"2021-08-15T00:25:44","modified_gmt":"2021-08-15T05:25:44","slug":"encouraging-spikes-in-writerbrain-and-other-oddities","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/2021\/08\/15\/encouraging-spikes-in-writerbrain-and-other-oddities\/","title":{"rendered":"Encouraging Spikes in WriterBrain and Other Oddities"},"content":{"rendered":"

Weight continues to drop, though as is typical, not as fast as I want it to.\u00a0\u00a0 23 pounds down, in total.\u00a0 My morning walks are longer and faster, but I have acquired a sore toe that demanded I skip two days or else.\u00a0 Was back out with the circuit that includes something around or slightly over a mile, including ups, downs, rougher places, smoother places, varies surfaces: loose rock, thick grass, thin “pedestaled” bunch grass (erosion has left each bunch on a little pile of soil, holding it, solid stone, stony dirt, lots of big tree roots, etc.)\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 It would not be prudent to go too fast on much of the natural ground, because of some varieties of wildlife.\u00a0\u00a0 The big black and yellow orb weavers are now making big webs across the trails, from tall-grass to fence, tree, bush, or another clump of tall-grass, and having one of them run up your body trying to escape danger…is an exciting moment in outdoor recreation.\u00a0\u00a0 Not dangerous, but startling.\u00a0\u00a0 Next intermediate goal is to complete the current 5 pound increment–achieving 25 pounds total loss–ideally before my next dental appointment.\u00a0\u00a0 The 5 pound increment after that will get me to halfway.\u00a0\u00a0 The finish line is still six months away.\u00a0 Hence the interest in marking intermediate goals.<\/p>\n

The land is still lovely, though fading with August heat and lack of rain, as usual.\u00a0\u00a0 Big bluestem flower stalks are green (with the rose, blue, green shading)\u00a0 but the lower leaves, the basal leaves, are now turning tan with hints of the dark maroon edges they’ll have later.\u00a0\u00a0 Stalks on one patch have now reached almost 8 feet; one I think has.\u00a0 Little bluestem is looking blue-gray in the distance, very vertical.\u00a0 Our new grass on the place is Red Sprangletop, sneered at as a weed if you’re trying for a clear stand of some other grass, but quite attractive if it’s not interfering with others, and an annual that without soil disturbance doesn’t persist in the face of other grasses. Indiangrass and Switchgrass haven’t put up their flower stalks yet.\u00a0 Ironweed and Ruellia are still in bloom along with scattered others; the Eryngo is starting to show a bit of purple\/silver color too.\u00a0\u00a0 Given the increasing heat, I’m not carrying anything with me but cellphone and (if R-‘s not home) keys.\u00a0\u00a0 Have seen a few juvie painted buntings, but both birdsong and activity are dying down in the heat, and as the early migrants start moving out (the ones from the north aren’t here yet and some here only for breeding are leaving.)<\/p>\n

So the writing.\u00a0\u00a0 When writing a long work, there are always stretches of “flow” writing, when the words and sentences come easily and just sort of roll out of your fingers, and stretches of “struggle”\/”thinking”\/slow writing, when they don’t, and you write in fits and starts through a session.\u00a0 A sentence or two, then a half phrase…another phrase…paused to think “what next?” and being unsure.\u00a0 When I started writing again after the concussion, I had no “flow” writing, only the slower and more difficult (for me) kind of writing.\u00a0\u00a0 When I first got a little flow writing, I thought “Whee, that’s done it, now I can write normally again.”\u00a0 Well, no.\u00a0 Previously, my much longer flow writing sessions had always produced coherent Story–still needing some revision, but basically the bones and the muscles and the ligaments were there, almost all connected properly.\u00a0 Now my flow writing has been short bursts (2-5 pages at most) disconnected from the thing I thought I was working on.\u00a0 The difference between natural streams, that connect in drainage basins and eventually flow into a defined outlet (be it lake or large river or ocean), and fake backyard “water features” that flow with an external pump, or throwing a bucket of water on the ground and seeing it start a little channel and then…quit…because there’s not enough water to really flow.<\/p>\n

The flow writing, in the course of this book, has grown slightly longer, but the necessary connections have not been in the flow sections.\u00a0 They’ve all been disconnected, and trying to link them up has been difficult to impossible.\u00a0 I haven’t even been able to tell if Flow A and Flow B *should* connect and later form part of Flow G, because–as previously mentioned–the “deep logic” that’s worked in all the previous fiction seems to be missing\/not working.\u00a0\u00a0 In the past two weeks, this has begun to change.\u00a0 I think.\u00a0 First, I was able to fairly easily (not full-flow but easier than before) write some transitions between a flow section and where it should go, and several “fill in this blank” sections of new material.\u00a0 In the past two days I had a long couple of stretches of “flow” writing that clearly fits in *here* and connects both to already-written segments and back to the earlier Vatta books.\u00a0\u00a0 All these naturally centered themselves on the main characters, did not wander off on detours, or leave loose “cropped” ends.<\/p>\n

Everyone knows that “flow” work in any area (horse training, writing, painting, gardening) comes only from showing up regularly and doing the scutwork on that task first.\u00a0 You have to be skilled and experienced enough, and able to dissociate the right amount from the work of the work, to be able to let flow happen.\u00a0 So I’ve been doing the hard stuff, day after day, and it may finally be restarting the whole process.\u00a0 Time will tell.\u00a0 But today, in particular, was very encouraging.<\/p>\n

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Seedhead of Big Bluestem, showing colors\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Large patch of Big Bluestem, early August.<\/p>\n

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Little Bluestem, early August 2021.\u00a0 It’s taller this week.<\/p>\n

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