I stayed up until after midnight Friday, working on the rewrites, and then was later than usual getting up today.\u00a0\u00a0 More work on rewrites today, now working front to back to shape toward the new ending.\u00a0\u00a0 In amongst the computer sessions came the other stuff.\u00a0\u00a0 As soon as the light was bright enough picked up stitches along the heel flaps of the brown and green socks, preparing to join in a round again.\u00a0 Later, successfully (barring some…um…mistakes and difficulties) joined one sock; the other one will have to be done another day.\u00a0 Ate a bowl of cereal.\u00a0 Cleared the bed, stripped the bed, sorted laundry, and accomplished two loads of laundry and handwashing a pair of socks.\u00a0\u00a0 Ate two slices of toast.\u00a0 Fed the cat (who, this morning, allowed me to pet her before I even put food in her bowl.)\u00a0\u00a0 Put out birdseed for our migrant population, then several times chased the cat away from the birds.\u00a0\u00a0 Walked a little outside in the yard (trying to regain strength after several weeks mostly lying down.)<\/p>\n
Years ago, in The New Yorker,<\/em> a reviewer complained that you couldn’t really look to a novelist for the solutions to life’s problems, but then opined that of course writers lacked experience of the real world, socially isolated and inwardly focused as they were.\u00a0\u00a0 It wasn’t phrased like that; for years I could recite that paragraph (because it annoyed me–it clearly applied to the kind of young male novelist (maybe mythical, for all I know) who was supposedly holed up in a studio apartment in NYC writing exquisite prose about young men like themselves, the sort of novels I found boring.\u00a0\u00a0 That isolated, ivory-tower sort of thing isn’t how this writer’s life has gone.\u00a0 It’s mostly, on any given day, a mix of the reality-checks of real life (someone’s computer is making a funny noise…that dead limb looks like it could come down any day, we should get it down now…I thought we had more eggs…there’s the end of the washer cycle…oops, someone left the butter out on the counter…), and the writing, which may be fun (on some days, it’s fast, easy, exciting as a story cooperates in generating itself ) or an exhausting slog (when staring a deadline in the face or rewriting something that you were tired of three drafts ago.\u00a0 But it’s still not right.)<\/p>\n As a younger person, daydreaming about “being a writer” (rather than about doing the work <G>)\u00a0 I certainly had in mind the elegant study lined with books, magically kept tidy and clean by someone other than myself,\u00a0 with a sort of spotlight of genius shining down on me that made every word come out and onto the page exactly as it should be.\u00a0 There I’d be in my comfortable leather chair, in front of a big desk with my typewriter (no personal computers then) and a neat stack of paper, a (clean) window looking out on a lovely lawn with trees….\u00a0\u00a0 No more dishwashing, toilet-bowl-cleaning,\u00a0 T-shirt-folding, ironing, etc. for me–I would be The Writer.<\/p>\n Reality isn’t like that.\u00a0 However…and this is important…it’s good that it’s not.\u00a0\u00a0 At least for me, the connection to LifeStuff has produced better writing, even when I’m muttering that I could do more and better if the laundry would fold itself, the bathroom clean itself, and I could get more sleep.\u00a0 (And it’s after midnight AGAIN, so it’s off to bed now.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I stayed up until after midnight Friday, working on the rewrites, and then was later than usual getting up today.\u00a0\u00a0 More work on rewrites today, now working front to back to shape toward the new ending.\u00a0\u00a0 In amongst the computer sessions came the other stuff.\u00a0\u00a0 As soon as the light was bright enough picked up Read More…<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-81","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-the-writing-life","tag-the-writing-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=81"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":82,"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions\/82"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=81"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=81"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elizabethmoon.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=81"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}